Last year was no cake walk. the front half was OK. I was at my height of volunteering. Causing people to be uncomfortable and challenging their perception of how things should work. (aka stirring drama) I've been here on dA and kinda just watching things since I stepped down, and I haven't enjoyed what I've seen which explains my lack of activity over all.
But I'm not here right now to bitch about the two faced bitchery that is happening on this site.
I'm surprised this didn't happen sooner than now, but at 2 am i got up to take care of a goddamn dog that as with everything fell on me to take care of. In the process of putting on clothes to go outside in -23C weather, I stepped on my glasses and now I might as well be blind. It's great. I can't see the television other than vague moving colours unless i'm 3 or less feet away. I should be ok with driving, I can see well enough, it's just if i need to read a sign (i know what a stop sign looks like dipshits) But if I need to go anywhere I haven't been before it could prove to be interesting to locate it.
Holidays are still a few more days for me in this house. I'll be glad for them to be over. I've slept 2-4 hours each night if that. Between a sick husband, and being sick myself for going on 3 weeks now. Also being stuck with the demon child and the new puppy and all the responsibility of both. Coordinating 4 holiday dinners and managing all the food and prep so it could happen in the right order. cleaning for all said events. I'm tired. I'm done with people and being social.