Journal Entry: Thu Aug 28, 2014, 7:46 AM
Its just now dawning on me that no one in my life currently who I talk to on a regular basis (ie. Close friends and spouse) ask me how work was, or how my day went, or if anything interesting happened. Many wish me to have a good day. Hope it goes well. But I guess have no care or concern if it actually did work out as they hope. So it seems a bit pointless to wish for something you don't care about.
I'm actually kinda proud of my work. Its not glorious but I am accomplished at it. I do a good job and there's funny stories and stressful stuff and big problems that no one could fix that took me all of 5 min. But none of my friends ask. So I never talk about it. I'm not going to volunteer information no one cares about.
This isn't really a complain more of a realization.
Something that happens in my life. It is annoying. I'd love to tell them about some of the stuff. But even if they did ask. Most of them are too busy to actually pay attention for more then 30 seconds to listen to the events and participate in an actual conversation. So would that be any better? Being asked and then being told sorry didn't pay attention too busy? So idk. I just keep my mouth shut.
I'm the invisible friend. I'm there when needed and placed back on the shelf until the next time.